This has got to be THE biggest kick to the ass this house has given me. Heero's back... buut guess what? HA not the same Heero. DOUBLE HA is that from how he's acting, he's probably from around the time I met him. No compassion or shit. Well FUCK. I'll just have to grin and bear it, I guess. Cause this Heero... yeah, same old get-the-fuck-away-from-me-Duo Heero I knew back when the whole pilots meeting thing happened.
Oh, and I made an ass out of myself and kissed him. WELL. Guess what? I won't let it get me down, or at least I'll TRY not to. Maybe if he's enough of a jerk I'll lose the emotional attachment? WOW, I hope so. Anyway, like I said, I've got a lot of other people ta lean on this time around, unlike before, so I'll be fine.
It's a shame Quatre's gone now, which prolly means Tro's feeling down about now too. I should go try an' see if I can cheer the guy up. WOW that'd be like cheerin' up a log.
Hey, Reno, we should take Keiji outside one last time before it gets too cold.. aaand while there's still a backyard. -laughs- I think the backyard gets abused the worst.
.__.; Tch... well, I hope I wasn't in love before. Cause if I was, daaamn this is gonna be a hard thing to get over. I ain't a weakling, I can get over it. Right? RIGHT! I'm the god of death, dammit! :D
Looks like I'm moving /again/. Yeah, so I checked the list this morning as I dragged my ass out of bed, turns out my room ain't my room and now my room is with Zax. So I guess, Zax, I should say 'Yo, roomie!'. Yeeah, takin' a break here from throwing my stuff into boxes to drag next door.
In other matters, I think now that I'm in a room with a different person, I'm gonna build Solo a doghouse so he has somewhere to sleep and keep him outside. I think he'd be a bit happier out there instead of in a stuffy room.
Yeah, so, I gotta get back to packin' together everything and cleaning up this room. Anyone wanna help? :D
I'd have to say I've NEVER taken so many baths in my life. Not to say I'm dirty... and nobody else better... -glare-... but I don't think anyone's ever taken so many baths.
'Course nobody else has my hair.
Babies like to abuse hair.... so I've had a consistent migraine fromt the pulling and my hair keeps getting junk on it from Keiji. So I keep going to wash it. I'm glad I always wear black, it never stains. But my hair... my poooor hair... -pets his braid-
Yeah, 'least I'm not used to sleeping much, or I'd totally be irate right now. Aren't babies supposed to be like cats and sleep all the time? Shows what I know... Even if I'm not the one tendin' to him and a heavy sleeper that kid can still throw me outta bed when he starts wailin'. S'okay, not his fault. Just wish he'd turn it down a decibel.
Heh, 'least Solo gets along with the kid.... 'cept when Keiji grabs his tail. But I just toss something for Solo ta chase and play with Keiji myself.
Eh, I'm not complainin' though. He's a good tyke, ya know? I don't mind helpin' to take care of him or sharin' my room. 'Least I'm not bored.
Reggie and the Full Effect- Congradulations Smack and Katy
So... that was.... it was actually fun... if not totally awkward and weird... and I don't feel bad about it at all... is that bad? Maybe -shrugs- I don't want to worry 'bout things like that anymore. -smiles- Kinda pointless, you know?
So, in cool news, I'm totally a dude again. <3 Totally awesome. Duo 'neechan' is now Duo.... 'nii-MAN!' -totally forgot his Japanese- =D ONCE AGAIN THE SHINIGAMI HAS RETURNED TO HIS PROPER GLORY! -laughs-
Apparently, Kamui wasn't... tooo thrilled that I got back to being a dude... she totally flipped! S'okay, I'll blame the whole mood swings of pregnancy thing... I guess... like I know shit about pregnancy. o.o; -shrugs-
Anyway, I'll just hang out for now. Things are real calm and quiet. More or less. I'll take time to kick back and relax. -lounges on couch-
Haha, so we have a few new people. I've been dubbed someone's older sister, for the moment, and a godfather, for later on. ^_^ It's startin' ta be like I'm getting my own family or somethin'. It rocks~!
So bein' a chick isn't so bad this time around, cause at least it isn't someone else's body. I thought it was gonna be a pain in the ass, but it isn't. I still wanna be male again, but I'm actually pretty patient now. And Hokuto so hasn't tried to dress me so it's been all good. Though, my clothes are a little snug and loose in places, it's not big deal.
I guess, basically, it's gonna be pretty quiet until the baby comes, yeah? That's basically the big pending event.
-laughs- Naruko found a new person to torment. That kids funny. The new kid's kinda spazzy though. The new new Subaru is just as nice and calm as the others are, so I figure it's universal.
>.> So that was a little really weird? =\ Kinda really weird cause it was fun and I liked it? Man... Fre-e-eaky.... -o- This house is so getting to me that it's not even funny anymore. I normally wouldn't really give a damn about that in any other case and woulda walked away... Somethin' made me, I dunno, need to prove something?
Maybe it's just the lady-hormones... =D I make a damn kinky lady then, I'd guess, if that's the case...
Oh well, guess not too much to fuss over. Nothing... too over the top happened.. so it's all good. -laughs- He... she... is so still a kid though, it's funny. Endearing too I guess ta see someone naive around here?
Hmm, so, other than one unfortunate thing, this weird switch isn't so bad this time, right? D= Hope you're doin' okay, Kamui? Reno?... >.> Don't really give a shit about how Fuuma's doin'...
So I guess, in the long run, we're all okay for once. =3 Nice change, ya know? -grins-
|OOC: Lol, if you're wondering what he's talking about, check out Naruto's journal entry.. XDDD|
-frowns- I'm seriously starting to think that Heero made it home. I... I haven't seen him. -sigh- I don't know whether it'd be good or not if he made it home. He'd be there practically alone again... they might take him back and retrain him again. It's like brainwashing, they drag out all his emotions. =\ If they find out he got them back again...
We're war tools, after all...
I don't want him ta go through that again. I don't want him ta have ta fight alone... -curls up- And I miss him....
If someone sees him still lurking around.... I hope they tell me... I'd like ta know...